This past year was the year of learning lessons. I cut a lot of people out of my life because their piece in my puzzle didn’t seem to fit anymore. One friend in particular showed her colors over time. She talked about me behind my back as if I was one of her enemies, yet I still considered her one of my closest friends. Over time I learned she envied me and felt we were in some type of competition. She turned fake on me right before my eyes, but I never befriended her. I loved her too much. After a while the animosity grew thick, and our relationship couldn’t breathe; so I dropped her. I told her she was fake and we were cut from a different cloth. I guess I was too blunt, because she started rumors about me and fired up drama on social networks. After our incident I didn’t speak to her for a year. Life felt better without her. She just so happen to call me the day before New Year’s Eve explaining to me how she missed our friendship. The feelings were mutual but I would never admit it. Now I came into this new year debating if this friendship is worth mending.
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